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"taking time to be still always allows me to see things more clearly. i wrote this song to thank my loved ones for supporting me through my darkest moments. it’s not always sunshine and rainbows, and i am endlessly grateful to those who love me, shadows and all. like most people, i had a hard time in 2020 and i struggled a lot with my mental health. being in nature when possible is one thing that kept me going. my partner and i drove to the beach in the winter, right when the days were starting to get longer. and there was a moment when i was outside looking at the sky and felt so lucky to be here on earth. despite every painful moment i would do it all again."
lyrics
Haven't seen this many stars in a long time
Couple hours we might end up on cloud 9
Can't believe you still keep me in your sight
After all the bullshit I said last night
And I
I guess I don't know what my problem is
Something about the way each morning the world feels so ominous
I'm paranoid I acknowledge this
But every time I say good morning it's the opposite
Alone in a crowd I'm anonymous
Every time I think the word I just swallow it
And every time I draw a sword I fall on it
But you know I made an oath and I'ma honor it
Try to find way out
Of my mind
Hills turn into mountains
Up so high
Frozen in the fire
Lost in time
I'd be yours forever
If you would be
Honestly,
Just glad that you acknowledge me
How'd I last 'til 23 feels like a cosmic mystery
This crumbling worlds depressing me
Thru a screen's no way to speak
Try to hope or just to cope it's sometimes all too much for me
Rather call it quits
This sadness is a monolith
Still keeping all my promises
Ugly feeling bottle it
Try to find way out
Of my mind
Hills turn into mountains
I'm so high
Frozen in the fire
Lost in time
I'd stay like this forever
Forever
And you
You make all of it
Melt away this hollowness
Took off my mask now
I taste salvation on your lips
credits
released October 17, 2023
Produced by LAVAGXRL
Mixed by LAVAGXRL
Mastered by Contour
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